Reflection of 'O' Level

Today is the last day of my 'O' level...Now looking back to the period tat i am preparing for my 'O' Level, weirdly, i find it somehow fulfilling, seemed to treasure every min and sec of it. I had always tot tat in 'O' Level, it is more of "studies stress". However, i was wrong. The thing i found it most stressful is emotional stress. After every test which i felt i had not done well in any test, i felt demoralised. I felt tat i could not go on. Luckily, I had made some 'motivating' friends and had supporting parents and teachers which helped mi tide thru. And there is also a special someone or someones who did send mi a lot of motivating sms. Some r really touching tat i had cried numerous times over it and everytime i read these sms, it seemed to giv mi strength to move on. SO, one way to prepare for 'O' level, find a special someone who will be able to motivate u or u can be the person to motivate others and make a difference to their life. I had tried to be the person to motivate my friends and ALL of them r motivated and trust mi, it will really make a lot of differences.

Yesterday, i looked at the dark night sky and pondered whether will i do well for my 'O' Level. Then a thought jus got into my head. If i am able to go back to the past and prepare for my 'O' level, how would i feel. I listened to my inner voice and the answer i got from it is touching. It said tat it will be completely useless if i went back to the past cos i had done watever i could to score for tis exam. It is really out of my control if things get out of hand. Life is fated and there is really nothing we can do about it. I really hope tat life can go by the concept of justice, and i hope my efforts will be equal to my results. I really want to achieve my dreams badly...